October 17, 2008

skin peeling

I have now gone one step further in my learning of scarifications with the introduction of skin peeling.
If you are sensitive I would proceed downwards with caution as the images contain blood and skin tissue.




August 21, 2008

civil manners, dying standards

Is it really so hard to maintain good human standards and decent civil manners?
Is it an impossible task to act your own age, with the moral standards that comes with it?
Is it really so difficult to just behave when in public, amongst fellow citizens?

I would say no to all these questions, but sadly it is the minority that says no and sticks to it.

Should I care about what you do in your home?
No.
Do I care about the way you act outside of that home?
Yes.
Does it make a difference?
Not a god damn thing and it feels like shit.

August 7, 2008

lies begets lies

In the absence of truth, there can be only lies. Ugly lies and dissimulation, portraiting the very essence of the individual at hand. When did these character flaws replace common sense and decent humanity? Where did everyone go wrong? I doubt that we will ever find the answer to these questions and it saddens me. I have unfortunately seen the ugly face of these events every day throughout my life as I know it. I have witnessed it with my own eyes as it bore harm against me and my loved ones. I have read about it and watched it happen to others and I have been told the tales of such events from before my days.

Is it so, that this in fact is not a character flaw in the human, but a core quality in our true nature? Throughout history it has always been there, all around us, infesting our minds and our societies. Maybe humanity as a feature is a psychological utopia, unreachable to mankind. A simple illusion, a fable and a creation of our own deceitful minds, with the sole purpose to give us hope of a better tomorrow.

Humanity, as a species, nothing more than liars, beggars and impure bastards.
If we ever want to wake up, we have to stop lying to ourselves in order to stop lying to eachother.

July 18, 2008

eternity

A word often misused by people in an effort to gain sympathies when an event in time seems to be beyond the horizon. The act itself is cowardly and deceptive to one self. If eternity is a weight on the shoulders, is it not better to maintain that given time left to make the best of it?
Or is it just laziness and comfort that allows people to avoid progress and creativity?

There is no winner in the whining game. All will be loosers. Sadly the one loosing the most is the whiner herself. In the effort of winning sympathies and recognition the loss will outnumber the nonexistent gain to this person. Not only will she loose trust and confidence from her coworkers and friends, but also loose a greater part of herself when finding out that nobody cares. She has painted herself into a corner and she is the only one that fits to sit there.

This is nothing more than suicide. If one wants to whine, do it creatively and to someones face. Lurkers are weak in the mind and do not possess the courage needed. They simply stab you in the back and piss on your corpse rather than using the confronting - processing - evolving equation.

Eternity. There is no such thing for political or social suicides.
Do not tie the noose around your neck if you can't kick the chair away.

July 17, 2008

cult of luna







Swedens finest. Atmospheric. Beautiful. Brutal.